SONIA&&SONIA&&SONIA.

im just so pissed off alrites.
rawrrs!
it simply so sucky alrites?
first. i hate accusations.
second. i hate ue for calling me whenever ue wan when im still in the mid
of my things.
third.mervyn stop giving me those attitude alrites.if i cant stand it;how could
aizhen&&wuying they all would.

grrrr...just wana complaint everything all out on this entry.
its gng to be quiet lengthy.if ue dun feel like reading it anywmore.
ue can click the cross on the top rite hand corner.

i realy hate it.
yes.ue are rite.ue ARE ALWAYS rite.
yepps.ue can totally 100% lost confidence or trust in me.
ue can think wadever in ur mind why i WANTED to join scouts.
ue can think that ue cant see any good in the scouts.
ue can stop me from attending all the activities.
ue can do wadever to me.
ue also can stop me from dng wd i LIKE.
but can ue do this for a LONG time?
the answer is NO.
during this period is of course yes!
but in future,can ue still do that?
NO.
ue just call me whenever the time is slightly late.
or wadever.
im still in the mid of the scouts thing and ue kp calling me.
wads the meaning of this?
its like...i had to call ONE of the sce 4 or PLs to tok to ue.
gosh.its 100% embarrasing.
ue nv tot of my feelings.had ue?
NO.
ue that day gif me a lecture...
am i really a ah lian in ur heart.
im YOUR daughter alrites.
but wad ue sae do HURTS.
ue nv spare for my feelings before had ue?
daddy nerhs?
is it ALWAYS my fault that sis always argue with me.
is it im the only one to create all this problem.
without asking me the truth.
wad i get is A SLAP on my face.
im not born to let ue guys slap alrites.
wad about sis.
yes.i know ue are gng through O-levels.
budden that does not mean im the thing to let ue vent ur anger on me.
ue just come into my room and call me to do this do that.
even when im in the mid of my study or wad.
when im just listening to the music.or wad.
ue sae im toking on the fone.
wad is this?
im ur SISTER.
not ur sandbag.
when had ue considered my feeling.
ue always tell my mommy that i use the phone.
but wad abt ue...when ue are using the phone.
did i even sae a single word to mommy?
NO.
when we quarrel;ue are always THE FIRST ONE to tell marmie.
i just hate it alrites.
ue guys just throw ur anger on me.
but wad about me?
im also a human being that has FEELINGS too.
when im fustrated or angry or moody who will i tell?
who will i vent my anger on?
on myself?
cry?
its just so UNFAIR.
yepps.theres really no fairness in this world.

SCOUTS.
i didnt make that.
am i the only one that wear specs in the whole bus?
im already having mood swings before im on the bus.
i just about to recover from it;
and ue hurl accusations on me?
i hate it alrites.
i really feel like breaking down at that point of the time.
budden im IN THE PUBLIC!
can i do that?
NO.wad will
the scouts seniors thinks im?
a weakling?
a girl that having her xiao jie pi qi again?
i just hate them thinking like that...
its just so sucky hell.
after aizhen clarify this thing with ue then ue start telling me sorry.
do u noe why i laugh...
not becos im okay lerhs...
is becos i dun wana some scouts seniors think i go spoil their mood.
did it help when ue started to apologies?
NO.
i already cry lerh lehs.
aizhen && wuying kp asking whether am i alrites.
of course i must sae yes.
wad else can i sae...
gosh...
i realy not happy.
and to some SCOUTSventure&&seniors.
i know that ue guys are trying to make me more cheerful budden...
pls not horsing around and keep calling my name.
i will be more piss off sometimes...
and at that time...
i reall really dun wana tok to a single one.
imjustsotired

i apologies that for being so moody at the last few minutes of the campfire.
but i jsut cant cheer up.
thanks sweetheart&&marmie&&cheesecake&&some scouts for trying to make me laugh.
but then it really fails...
i really dun wana tok at that time or gif ue any expressions.
SORRY GUYS.





SONIA//*.LOVED94sincezero3ten

heyyyyyyyyyyy(;

LOVED.arhs...
was so happy and sad ytd nehs?
happy cus went to watch "The Haunted School"
with wuyingMARMIE&&aizhenSWEETHEART&&shengxueCHEESECAKE&&junjie(=
hahas.must really thanks them nehs
for lending us so much money...
hahas.jun jie.
did we spoil ur date with debbie?
gosh...paiseh nehs
hahas.saw junbaoVENTURE yesterday.
hahas we call him to go play pool with us nehs...
he just came beack from buying his uniform for ITE and went to orchard road.
ue very bad seh...
nv ask us to go out with ya.
*evil grins*just kidding lahs.
ate tom yam instant noodle at the AREANA.
okays.
we are not that pathetic alrite to eat instant noodle.
*rawwrrr*
anw;junbaoVENTURE&&shenxueCHEESECAKE&&junjie.
thanks for teaching us how to use straw to make hearts.
gosh.though i still forgtten lerhs.
paiseh.
argh.junbao and shengsue...
stop usein the pook thing to treaten us to wana hit us alrites.
okays...my eng sort of sarks.
before gng to bbss...
we saw hamster&&yu chunSENIOR.
uh...they kinda compatiable hur?
sorry hamster...
from wad i heard ue two break lerh nehs.
gosh...
ue still owe me a mac flurry alrites.
hahas.
was really happy ytd.
watch the movie that time...
was sort of ...
*sighs*
go out with cheesecake&&junjie to watch horror stuff...
i feel like a fool lehs.
keep screaming when the dumbo ghost appear.
budden the 2seniors scouts.
like watching comedy like tat.
eat the popcorn and laugh.
gosh wad are they watching?
norbit?
wadever...
argh...
i feel so single now.
WEILIANG FROM 2I6.
i noe ue like her...budden stop calling MY hse to ask abt her.
is irratating alrites...
just becos ue kp calling.
i got a high percentage of being force to quit scouts alrites.
ue sarker.
fuck off.
iHATEue.
idiot shitty hell.

FUCKOFF.
i noe i promise hassan&&some other scouts not to do that
but just cant take it.
sorry guys.
really wana tok to anybody ytd to tell them...
budden i cant tok to aizhenSWEETHEART though she call me &&
ask me wad happen; how i feel.
i really cant tok yesterday.
the tears just kp on streaming down rite.
making me unable to tok clearly.
CHEESECAKE.thanks for asking me how am i...
thanks loads...
hahas.i try not to quit scouts.
AND always wake up lahs...dun so tired lehs...
HAMSTER.ue still owe me macFLURRY nehs...
*tongues out*this saturday arhs...
hurr.







SONIA//*.LOVEDsince94&&ever

REPLIES TO TAGS//*.
guys sorry lehs.cus i change to cbox .
so lost all the previous msg.
oni rmb some.
junjie:uh...nvm.not bad things derh.
junhao:eh.here not ue&&kenny derh battle field lahs.
SALLY:IMISSYOULOADS.yarrhs.I LOVE SALLY.this love
wun fade derh.CHIOBUAsally.soniaSUPPORTueforever.LOVED.
Kenny:hahas.i nv scold ue lehs.i just merely tell ue.
anw congrats to ur scholarship.
dun be taller than me lahs.mrMATCHMAKER.hahas.aiya...the one i
dunoe who lai derh.take care.
aizhen:hahas.i will upload them the nxt time barh.no
just replies to tags oni.uh.wiil tag ue more often derh nehs.if not
ue complain again.LOVEDaizhenSWEETysince2oo7.

SPEECH DAY TML.feeling so high now...
hahas.
will be having a PROPER entry the nxt one.
paiseh nehs.



SONIA//*.LOVEDsincezero3ten94.

JUST PHOTOS//*.



yixin!!!







GLADYS&&CAITLINcousies(:





the fireworks??





reach the airport.





just a signboard or wadever





a direction board?





the lift floor.WELCOME TO SYDNEY(:







the bacon&&egg stall.*yum*












the street name





a church!!!gosh





harbour bridge





sydney opera hse





me in my new specs><





me&&cousieGLADYS in SHADESZ!!!!*weets*





me&&cousieRYAN.





the3ofUSinSHADES.





inSHADES







mYGODMAhse.isaVILLA.too rich barhs?





our number for MEX BRENNER.CHOCOLATES.





waiting for ourCHOCLATEsupper*yummy*





this is the bin for the dog poopoo.classy?





the stone bun.is super duper hard to chew alrite.
is big.huge.bigger than my hand luhhs





white choco muffin.imisseatingthat.


more fotos will be uploaded including today camp.
will got alot of HAMSTER's foto nehs=P

hey...
im BACK to blogging.
wahahs
imissbloggingalrites.
hahas.
had my report book back.
alrites.
okay lahs.
jUST NOT HAPPY WITH MY CHINESE.
haish.nv get so bad for chinese.
hmm.just gotta buck up barhs.
gosh.thanks XINMEI&&HUICHOO.
for helping me to buy the wadever red pepper or wad lahs.
hahas.
LOVE YA GUYS.
and JINFEI.thanks for treating me;wuying;aizhen yesterday at science centre macs.
THANKSALOT.
and the colour pencil hur?
hahas.ue dun always make/kachiao me lahs.
hurr.got scouts meeting today.
was kinda fun.
JunJieVENTURE cut his hair.hmm.sort of urm.not used to it barhs.
hahas.just too coincidental barhs.
same name as HIS mama luhs.
haiyo.am i that old to let ue kol me ma?
hmm...nxt time ue kol me ma.
i will pei he with ya and call ue er-zi.
hurrs.
gahs.
and junbaoVENTURE today derh footdrill very fierce alrites.
o ya.
and found out.
i cant anyhow tok on my blog.
cus the ventures and some scouts got visit my blogs.
gahs.
found out that cus of wad junjieVENTURE told me.
gosh.
must super mind wad i type noe.
gosh.today meeting is kinda fun.
im okay the promise cus is almost the same as brownies.
junbaoVENTURE did scare me today alrites.
when he shout that time.
once more.
im in front of him alrites.
his sound.
omg.simply too loud larrhs.
wah.i oso cant shout that loud larhs.
hahas.KENNY&&otherBOYS.hahs.
this prove that when i shout in class is not loud.
hehs.
&& today junbaoVENTURE punished me luhhs.
not oni me lahs.still got wuyingMAMA&&aizhenSWEETHEART.
i punished two times barhs?or 1 time.
1time yep.
hey i didnt mean to laugh or look at wuying when she gotta punishe dby ue alritie.
its just...o wadever.
come back from that darn punishment rite...junbaoVENTURE ask me why i gotta punisehed.
haish.
i oso noe the answer.
so just sae out lahs.
maybe cus first time kan scolded by seniors barhs.
alittle bit bu shuang....
then dun noe why.
guess my emotion controls me at that pt of time barhs.
some tears just trickled down from my eyes.
dun wana let wuyingMAMA 'nd aizhenSWEETHEART 'nd the seniors see.
so kp looking at the floor luhhs.
few mins then nv cry lerhs.
but still not bu shuang cus keep geting scolded by ppl this whole week.
sortta pissed off lahs.
then show some slight attitude.
chatted over with hassanVENTURE just now.
he knows i slit.
gwad.
and he sort of become a counsellor?
haish.
in the end he sorta win...
and i did promise.
but will this promise last?
i dunoe.
it might now.
haish.
that stoopid dumb-ish penknife.
was playing with it just now...
then accidentally hurt myself.
the blood was like...
flowing non-stop lahs.
wipe away already still come out...
grr.
its not pain anw.



SONIA//*.TRYingnottoSLIT?

//*REPLIES TO TAGS*//.
huiNi:hahas.IMISSYAloads too.my DEARmeimei.
takecare alrites.caught ya kiss.hahas
#SueYee;:i miss ya too<33
you are loved by me<33FWENSyibeizi
theUNSEEN:uh.who are ue?
anthea:hahas.lols.there okay lahhs<33.loved by me.
hahas.nth much happen.okay lerhs.
SALLY:hahas.i enjoyed the trip.i oso miss ya in sydney(:
kenny:hahas.how would i noe ue wana noe marhs.
anw ue noe now lerh marhs.uh.i dun haf the song.i just go to the wensite and put oni lehs.paiseh
erjiie:hahas.i miss ue a lot oso.
when can meet with ue and xiao wen?LOVED.
Spammer:ue loved to spam hur?why not leave ur name down?lame shit.
wonder whether ue understand English not.didnt ue see the rules there.
do ue need a specs?idiot.shiito.'
just fuck out of my blog alrites.!
SALLY:hahas.that spammer is a loser barhs.is he/she trying to get our attention?
hahas.LOVED.
wuying:hahas.indeed enjoying.but im BACK to SCHOOL LYFE now.gawds.
...:who are ue?
SALLY:hahas.okays.as soon as possible.
xuan:shudd up.
huiNi:hahas.ue too cheer up more often.wana see ur smile everyday.PRETTYmeimei.
COCO(::hahas.myDARLING COCO rawks.hahas.love ya.
SALLY:hahas.i miss ue alot.jiayou.SONIA FOREVER LOVE SALLY.
SUPPORT UE TILL THE END(:
kenny:hahas.lols.good idea.'nd im not that stoopid to dun understand wad ue mean luhhs.
hurr.primary school derh fwen.wun disclosed her name.I WAN TO SEE UE IN NCC UNIFORM.
wahahs.
junhao;hurr.
3H:ue shu hang luhs.ue today oso tell me who ue lerhs.
kenny:thanks for the info.hahas
yvonne:hahas.ue too.TAKE CARE.my preetty SWEETIE
---------end tags--------



SONIA//*.LOVED;wuyingMAMA&aizhenSWEETHEART

IM BACK GUYS.
hahas.anyone miss me.
not gonna blog about my trip to sydney.
will upload fotos nxt time when im free.
cus i took too many liaos.
hehes.
just wana sae some stuffs.

SCOUTS
i chatted or sort of a serious talk on msn with junjieVENTURE just now.
yeps.he say im not enthu in scouts.
i dun fucking hell care a single bit alrights.
ue sae that im not enthu.
forget it luhs...
but not that i dun wana be enthu alrights.
is that whenever i wana go help out or wadever stuff.
aizhenSWEETHEART&&wuyingMAMA just came first
wad ue expect me to do.
some ventures just tot im the pampered princess.
gawd.
FIRST.im NOT even a princess.
SECOND.im NOT pampered at all.
THIRD.the me that ue all see is always the one that had MOOD.SWINGS.
FOURTH.to ue ventures and oso some scoutsSENIORS;im the RICH KIDDIE cusi live in CONDO.but thats does not mean im RICH.i maybe having finacial difficulties but ue guys dunoe(maybe oni).
FIFTH.dun put YOUR SIDE of judgement on ME;if ue DUNOE ME WELL enough.
SIXTH.if ue all keep THINKING that im very 'playgirl';i wun change ur mind alrights.
cus i wun care wad ue are thinking in YOUR MIND.
and oso dun think that aizhen and wuying noes me very well.
cus in fact.
its totally wrong.
they dun even noes me at all.
there are alot of reasons behind my reasons of not being enthu.
if ue wan me to list our ALL.
this post will really be VERY LONG&&WORDY.
01.wuying&&aizhen always volunteer faster than me
i did faster my speed.but it seems that they wana take the credits or wana do the stuff.
02.yeps.ue all noe im not gng to the camps and wad sort of stuff cus im overseas.
i didnt attend the activities and i cant show my enthu spirit.
is taht my fault too?
03.JunJie says i nv participate thats why i felt tat the meetings are so BORING.
did ue see i nv participate?NO!if ue see it,come foward to me and tell me off.i DUN MIND.ue call me to particapte && i migth change my mindset.but the problem is I DID PARTICIPATE.
04.and alot of reasons more.

FRIENDS
to a GAL:
ue are so flirty.
are ue that scare that she will be closer to me than ue?
are ue that a worrier?
ue flirt with some of the seniors to get their attention?
for wad?
wads the purposes of dng tht?
gosh.
sometimes i just hate it.








WENN:::.LONELY&&TIRED

HEY guys...
yea.finally arrived at sydney.
i dun feel the atmosphere anw.gahhs.
took lots of fotos luhhs.
will upload them whenever free barrhs.
uh...
in my aunt shop now.hahas
she open specs derhs.
making contacts.
weets.
so happy.
was real uncomforatble starting.
its getting better now.
gosh.
was super tired now.
Sydney time now is 6.25 barhs...
Singapore is 3.25.
hahas.
got a huge gap alrites.
hurrs.
cant blog much now.
my sis wana use the com.
alrites.
blog other days.

WUYING&&AIZHEN.take good care of urself during camp.
MISS ME.lols



♥WENN:::.alwaysME

hey guys.
guess where am i now
hahas.in he AIRPORT.
alrites.
my time is limited.
missing ue guys loads.
TO WU YING AND AI ZHEN:
hahas.GOOD LUCK FOR UE CAMP>
WAIT FOR MY CHOCZ(x

REPLIES to tags//*.
ms hoe:oOps.yeps.cher i done lerhs.npt yet hand in oni.ps
wen-:hahas.MISSING ue loads.LOVE YA.
ken-:lols.i nv take it to my heart alrites.
wna see ue in ur NCC uniform alrites hahas.
COCOYAW:hahas.ue are my darling too.LOLS.smile always.
felicia:hahas.urs oso.linkl ue some other time barrhs.YOURAWKS.
audric:hur?hahas.yoyo.
Arch:means i not slitting lehs.dumbo.come back to school alrite.


GUYS.AWAIT FOR MY FOTOS SYDNEY(:
CHOCX FOR YA.
YIBEIZILOVEUEGUYS


WENN:::.ilovemyself

in the past...
i really felt that ppl that cut/slit themselves is FOOLS.
but i nv ever consider why would they do that.
thinking of the past.
i find myself that im quite self-centered.

now...
i dun dare to sae that my mind
change alot.
typing now with some difficulties.
my hands were icy cold.
i dread to do to that part.
maybe im curious or maybe im really missing him...
my wrist are full with slash.
guys.
i noe that now ue think im the world NO.1 fool.
i dun deny.
no one will slit themselves for no reasons.
i did that for reason.
but the reason is stoopid.
cus im just bored.
my hamds are getting paler at every time im typing.
trying to stop some of the blood.
i did not cut a very deep cut.
just across the same line with a few time.
with extra light force.
i dun dare to face the reality.
yeps.
im a weakling.
i dun dare to deny that.
cus im one.
ue can sae me wadever slut or wad.
i dun care.
i just wana sae that my patience do haf limit.
some girls in R1 really cant stand our ways to mix arnd with the boys.
haf ue ever consider why.
when we try to approach to ue ...
ue guys jsut kpt quiet.
thrs always a reason behind a problem.
for my sliting.
i just find that how come each slash just led me to nxt.
and each slash makes me feel happier than before.
less moody
less emo.
am i addicted...
or i just wana find someone to let me tok to ..
yet theres is no listerner to let me pour out all...
i tried to convince some R1 boys...
that im not the richy girl ue all see.
they tot i dun go hawker center for meals.
ue all are wrong.
i hate to be the miss-richy-girl in ue guys eyes.
im not a millionaire daughter.
yepps.
wuyingMAMA sae anything i can tell her.
but i just dunoe whr to start from.
theres so much things to sae.
ue guys may think that ue understand.
actually is not...
family matters is getting so over and friendships are jsut way beyond wad
im able to accept.
crying omos ever day.
even crying sometimes dun help me at all.
sliting too.
ending life might.
but i nv wana do that.
cus i noe that i dun haf the courage to do that.
BK kor sae he will lend me his shoulder...
thanks though..
but then...its weird.
yeps.
i appreciate his effort of trying not to make me so sad.
but he thinks that i get sad is bcos i didnt attend the camp.
all this saddness is accumulated over long times.
just the family matters can really drive me crazy.
now a sudden problem.
its the friendship pb.
its just a burden to it.
i read a book.
its saes that the person did not make ue feel that way.
is wue chose to feel that way.
but its a non-contollable thing.
is like...
eg:
when a ppl steal ur hp.
ue cant possibly at thr laughing rite?
its just so ridiculous.
im stoopid.
i dun deny.
im displaying foolishness...
i dune deny.
im bad.
i dun deny that too!
but JUST SPARE A TOT FOR ME!
when [pri school fewns sae:
ue shld not slit.
ue so clever ue shld noe wad to do.
throught that.they thought they are comforting me.
but they are just adding pressure to me.
just by saeing im clever is alot of pressure to me
im NOT.
even clever ppl do slit themselves
IJUSTCANTTAKEIT



IMISSYOUREALBADLY.
♥WENN:::.

just to finish up the surveys or wadever so called being tag by SWEETHEARTaizhen❤

single taken or crushing : TAKEN(;
are you happy with your life now : okays?
when you meet the right person, will you fall in love with him/her fast?:urm.depends?
havent had your heart broken ? - no.
do you believe that at some circumstances cheating in love is acceptable:gawd?not really
would you take someone back if he/she cheats on you:if the feelings is still there.
have you ever talk to another about marridge before :i did not plan to married(x
do you want children : yeps.but i dun wan to married.
how many would you consider adoption :yeaps.
if someone likes you right now, what would you think is the best way to let you know his/her feeling:hahas.see his character barrhs?
tell me personally, do you enjoy being in a relationship :sometimes its just rawks.but sometimes its sucky?
honestly, whats the furthest you and your ex did :hahas.nth
so you believe in love at first sight : yep.thats wads i did now.
are you romantic :?i wun sae
do you believe you can change somebody? :i believe thats.but i dun wan.i just wana him to be the one i noe(:
if you could marry somewhere, where will you marry:PARIS(:
do you easily giv in when fighting:NO!
do you have feelings right now for someone :yeps(:
have you ever wished that you could have somebody but you messed it up:nahs.
have you broken a heart :YEPS.lols
if one day you best friends is also in love with the guy'gal you love, wad would you do : most likely.but it still a depend situation
are you missing someone now - YES.EVERY BODY!!!❤

ask three person to do this quiz in their blog.
❤wuyingMAMA
❤sallyCHIOBU
❤angie
❤huiniMEIMEI
❤shuwuenMEIMEI

---------------------------------------
next QUIZ by AIZHENsweetheart❤

1# are you a chinese or english freako?
IM A 100% HUMAN BEING

2# if time is gonna stop; what will you possibly do for that time?
i wana spend time with him && my girlfriends :D

3# prefer a play pool or playground?
playground:D

4# do you prefer gossiping around or being gossiped?
GOSSIPING.

5# do you like simple or complicated stuffs?
I LOVE BOTH !

6#do you tackle number better or alphabet?
alphabets (:

7# what makes you pissed?
urm.i dunoe .

8# how's your childhood?
MY CHILDHOOD NOT YET OVER ALRIGHTS

9# do you have inspiration or pespiration?
both (:

10# do you think 24 hours is too short or just okay?
it depends .

11# would you judge people by appearance?
BOTHHHHHH (:

12# whats attractive to your eyes?
personality (:

13# do you like day or night? explain why.
I LIKE BOTH (:

14# do you treasure stuffs that you own, or you have insatistible desire?
insatistible desire (x

15# if your computer hangs, with long documents not being saved, how will you react?
I WILL GO REAL PISSED OFF.&& HIT THE COM>&&SCOLD THE COM:P
okays.i noe im violent

16# do you believe in miracles?
yea (:

17# do you get tense to forget about the past or trying to do so?
trying to do so (:

18#in your mind, what colours are they?
BLAC&&WHITE

19# have you every pity those who are real pitiful; and shed tears for them; etc?
i noe i haf LOW EQ.but is a fact.

20#describe yourself as in attitude
its HORRIBLE

21# do you suddenly lose a gasp of hope to survive?
YUPS

22# give three advantages you get when you live
to be LOVED; to SHOP; to PLAY

23# whats your ambition in life?
gosh.i dunoe

24# do you believe in horoscopes?
stoopidly.but yes;P

25# describe music in your life
LOVE (:

26# which country would you wanna go if you had the money?
PARIS

27# what do you think blogging's about?
write out my points and my thoughts && of course my FUSTRATIONS

28# what kinda style are you trying to get ahold on?
NOBODY.just wana be 100% my own style

29# when you fail a test, how would you react?
exam= CRY test=calm.jsut scold myself for being that stoopid

30# pass this to 8 friends
❤wuyingMAMA
❤sallyCHIOBU
❤angie
❤huiniMEIMEI
❤sueyee
❤yvonne
❤leshan

GAWD.
finally got time to blog?
lols...
was supposingly to blog on friday nite or ytd.
but was toking to friend on the fone.
erh.i cant multitask alrights.
><>26.february.o7
gosh.is english common test.
urgh.
just hope i wun fail barhs|:
cus it seems that i do the wrong format or wadever.
hahas.
gosh...went to take neos with AIZEHNsweethearrt&& WUYINGmamas.
after that met up with SHUHUI.
shuhui brought a special guest alrughts.
HUITING(;
she super chio alright.
and she very friendly...
took fotos with her...
and SHUHUIjie
attend malay class...
lalas(x

27.february.o7
had HCL common test.
omos had no time to finish the last two Question alrights.
i hate it lahhs.
i forgt.
just noe that i feel so moody that day?

28.february.o7
gosh.got science common test.
uh.
its sort of urm...
difficult?
sobs.
hope that will pass.
went to eat.
\with shuhui...
we were DRENCHED FROM HEAD TO TOE.
hahas.
THANKS ALOT TO BK...
he lend us money.
if not we really no $$ to take cab.
THANKS KOR KOR.
i wun be that sad of the not going to the camp lerhs.
thanks for cheering me up.
if not i really feel very down.
anyway.the 10$ save us.
malay that time i was really very cold okays...
cus was really very wet.
anw.THANKS AGAIN

01.march.o7
had history ct.
SBQ was sort of driving me crazy.
i dun understand why luhhs.
why is it that some of the girls dun like the 4 of us to hang around with guys?
isit wrong?
and bk is not that bad luhhs.
okays.
Bk arhs.why ue dun wan us to return ue the $$.
dun wan ue to treat lerh luhhs.
gosh.
when we shoving the money that time.
the girls of our class like cant stand us like taht
halos.
wads the problem with them?
isit even wrong to tok to our own kor?
gosh.
sometimes i just hate it alrights?
hahas.

02.march.o7
hahas.iLOVETODAY.
got maths test today.
I FEEL LOVED BY YOU(;
uh.got scouts meeting.
SORRY AIZHEN&&WUYING.
the mood swing just come so suddenly during the scouts meeting...
im really teribble
at a point of the wadever bone game.
i keep looking out of the window.
thinking that wad would happen if i jump down now at this point.
i look cheerful but im not.
i can put on a smile in front of ue guys but its fake.
i can be enthu but im really tired.
sorry to SOME scouts leader.
i dun mean to glare at ue guys derh.
i just dun feel well that day with my sorethroat.
and to MERVYN.
sorry.REAL LOTS.
didnt mean to oi at ue when ue hlp mt to packe my stuff.
thanks lots.
urm.bk kor.just for some stuff nd to thanks ue(;

today
IM SUPER SAD TODAY ALRIGHTS
suddenly felt that im gng to miss two or three camp.
sobs.
grr.
bought a converse shoe lerhs.
the double flip derh.
finally.
*weet*
bought a heels too(x
hahas.
at dmk.
thats for some purposes derh.
hahas.
anyway...
imsupersicktoday.
mysorethroatisgettingworse.
LAZY TO see doctor.
okays.
i very pig.
hurrrs.

i slit myself again.i noe its stupid.
but i just really cant find a way to let the pain out.
i noe i did sae i will try to quit this habbit.
but i just find that this is the onio way.
evry cut led me to a brighter side.
&&let me see my ownself.
sorry guys.
i noe i promise ue guys nv to slit again....
but i just cant tell my difficulties to ue guys.
sorry.
forgive me|;



❤WENN::.010307

REPLIES TO TAGS//*

AIZHEN:hahas.ue are a "good" girl.okays.
ue rawks too!LOVE YA~!
HuiNi:i very alright..hahas.
will try to quit that habbit alright.
hahas.ue this meimei really very good.SIMPLY LOVE YOU TOO MUCH.
Sally:hahas..news spread too fast lerh barhs.aiyo..im not so foolish...
will quit this habbit.UERAWKSTOO!
anqi:ue finally come to here.simply miss ya loads.
HuiNi:ILOVEYOUTOO~!ue rawks my lyfe.hahasurm.though ct is over but still good luck for ur results okays.LOVE YOU!!
Alison<3:okays...as soon as i got time
AIZHEN:hahas.dun worry too much abt ur SCI results.ue will pass derh.
LOVEU.okays.thank you.
SALLY:ue too..urm for results i mean.me too.ue are loved by me oso.hahas.
wuying:hahas.mama.tml lahhs.now reply tag oni...
wan me to post ur pics that fast?hahas.ue rawks.LOVE UE(=